spiritual world
The change has begun
Remember my conversations with Hel and Kali, and the price they asked for the change I wanted? As you know, I have payed the cost, and am now beginning to reap the rewards. The change has begun, and I am… Continue reading
Attracting energy
I’m not one prone to believing that deities exist or that any human can communicate with said deities. I just don’t. I do, however, believe in attracting certain energies and using that energy for whatever goal at that given moment.… Continue reading
She Who Was Me
I did what I said – another journey, just when I was done with the last post. This, I am writing just as I’ve come out of the journey. I didn’t intend to, but something happened to me that hasn’t… Continue reading
My garden
I enjoy reading. I do need new glasses, because I find it hard directing my eyes downwards and actually seeing (what’s that called in english – progressive?), but I still do enjoy it. As I might have mentioned, I’ve bought… Continue reading
Morbid methods
I just came home from a journey, and this is the first one I have done that was not particularily nice. I would say it was a two parts journey, and where the first part was mainly me feeling lost,… Continue reading
Academic versus empiric
I can’t remember where I wrote the other day that it’s not rare for people to accuse me of being too intellectual, or academic in my wanting to understand things these days. It was different when I was younger –… Continue reading
My secret garden
All right, it’s been a week or two since my last post, no? I’ve had time to think a bit, and to start recieving the books I ordered on shamanism. I’ve been listening to some more youtube clips from different… Continue reading
Impatience
That’s my middle name. Really. When I’ve decided I want to do something, I usually want to have done it yesterday or the day before. I’m not good at waiting. On the subject of learning and practising shamanism, I have… Continue reading
So many questions
So, I told you that I’ve been told by… my inner self, my soul, or whatever one wants to call it, that I am to begin studying shamanism. Since I can’t do much else but obey such a strong and… Continue reading
Egoboost, day 2
All right, so here we go again. Egoboost, day 2. I am going to list at least 5 things that I like about myself – be it physical, mental, emotional, whatever – but 5 things, at least, are on their… Continue reading