Obstacles
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
I just stepped out of an attempt to a drum journey. Having such bad reception for these where and how I live, it came as no surprise that I found it hard to get in or get much out of… Continue reading
Lacking focus
Have I mentioned I am having trouble with my shamanic journeys? I do. I am having trouble getting in, which is highly annoying. Especially since I see no reason why. I have been getting in, so why can’t I now?… Continue reading
More on fear
So, I only just now realized that there are two things in real, actual time, that scares the shit out of me at the moment. One of them has to do with freedom, the other one with relations. Both of… Continue reading
Mirror, mirror…
I have joined a few Facebook groups on shamanism. In one of them, I read a shared post today dealing with how everything around us functions as mirrors. Even our pets mirror us. And what we see in our mirrors,… Continue reading
Shame, guilt and raw power
I was around thirteen years old when I first realized there was something wrong with my mother. She couldn’t provide a normal, healthy family situation for me or my siblings on her side. My father had just met the woman… Continue reading
Emotional fuel
I find myself in a very tricky situation. I wrote about it earlier – the Swedish phenomenon called “god man” – a function provided by the state, giving people suffering from a variety of illnesses that prevent them from taking… Continue reading
Resisting and allowing
I just listened to an audio of Abraham Hicks speaking of resistance. It’s been a while since I realized that I have quite the resistance within me – and because of that, some of the things that I want to… Continue reading
The one and only obstacle
Sometimes, I can’t really do much else but roll my eyes and giggle at how stupid I am. I don’t mean to say that I actually am stupid, but that I really am the one and only obstacle that stops… Continue reading
From thought to thought
I chose one of the cards from my Abraham Hicks deck of cards, this morning, before I went to bed. This one boils it down to the core, and it’s exactly at the point where I am at. I’ve somehow… Continue reading
Reducing influence
I love the Internet. I also hate the Internet. Might seem contradictory, but it’s true. I love the fact you have access to pretty much anything you want. I also hate the fact that you have access to everything you… Continue reading