Creating your life
Childish impatience
So, I’m thinking about purchasing a shaman drum. I’ve been wanting one for quite a while, and at this very moment I feel like I could squeeze it into my reality. After getting my new pup, Boyo, and a few… Continue reading
The change has begun
Remember my conversations with Hel and Kali, and the price they asked for the change I wanted? As you know, I have payed the cost, and am now beginning to reap the rewards. The change has begun, and I am… Continue reading
A new year coming up!
So, tomorrow is the last 24 hours of 2019. It is just as weird as usual, and I have a number of new years behind my back to form some sort of statistics on that matter. When I was younger,… Continue reading
Familiaris
For the last fifteen years or so, I’ve constantly lived with pets. I began in august 2004, bringing in my (nowadays) ex’s mom’s ex’s old male cat, soon to be followed by a female kitten. Both black as the night,… Continue reading
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
I just stepped out of an attempt to a drum journey. Having such bad reception for these where and how I live, it came as no surprise that I found it hard to get in or get much out of… Continue reading
Attracting energy
I’m not one prone to believing that deities exist or that any human can communicate with said deities. I just don’t. I do, however, believe in attracting certain energies and using that energy for whatever goal at that given moment.… Continue reading
Birthday celebrations
So, I told you my birthday was coming up. It has now passed, and I am a whole year wiser over night. 😉 Jokes aside; I also told you that I wanted to celebrate this with some sort of ritual/ceremony.… Continue reading
Birthday plans – a life without fear
So, my birthday is on monday (early friday morning now). I’ve been thinking to and fro on what to do to celebrate myself in a way that feels honest and true to and for myself. Not the easiest task, especially… Continue reading
Random thoughts and plans
So, it’s been about two weeks since my last post. I had to take a break, mostly due to me feeling that I was loosing the ability to journey. I have begun a few times, but got out of it… Continue reading
Calling the elements
Sometimes, I feel like I’m trying more than I am capable of. Today’s one good example of that. But I am set on ridding myself of this constant fear I have – not as in the psychological phenomena of general… Continue reading