Closely connected to my preivous post, where I used the Tarot card the Empress as an inspiration for parts of the woman I want to be, is this concept – of being generous. I want to live in such wealth and wellness that I can share it with those I love. I would love to be able to help improve the life of people I care about.
Now, I’m at least fairly certain that there are people out there, people I know, who would say I am already generous to the extent of my ability. I am also quite certain there are people who would say that I am generous with myself, and that generosity doesn’t have to be financial to count. All of these things are of course true.
But, having lived deep within this Victim archetype, I have lived in what quite many would call poverty. For a very long time, onto that. I know how much it sucks when your money won’t stretch over the needs, the bills, and most certainly not over what one would want, just because. And circumstances such as these really do suck.
So while I naturally want to live in (my sort of) wealth, I would also like to share. There are numerous people and causes I’d like to support in one way or the other. I can see myself making all those phone calls, surprising people here and there and creating little fires of relief and pleasure. Oh, man, I’d love to do that.
And when I manage to transform my Victim-me into that of the Empress, this is something I’ll be able to do. To what extent, I have no idea – but I hope it’ll be to the extent I want it to be. The trick, I think, is to always know there is more. Nothing ever ends, not even wealth. It’s there for the taking, if you know how to.
And I would like to stress the fact that wealth to me is something completely different than Donald Trump, these multi-million villas, and all that other stuff one usually associates with wealth. To me, wealth is the opportunity to live the way I want to, without having to worry about finances, and preferably being able to share. And to live the way I want to – that means in a cottage out in the woods somewhere without neighbours, where it’s peace and quiet. No night-life and fancy bars for me, no thanks. 😀
So, Empress, bring it on. Let that gorgeous energy of yours enter my life so I can become the woman I want to be. ♥