Yours truly, manifesting
I’ve told you before that I am beginning to manifest on a certain lifestyle I want to live. It is something I’ve been thinking about for years, and it’s always been alluring to me. Up to this point, I’ve always thought it’d never be possible to make real, but lately that has changed.
I won’t go into detail what this lifestyle is about, but I can tell you that it involves other people. It’s a situation where loyalty and trust are incredibly important ingrediants. It’s a situation where I get to experience what it’s like being spoilt rotten – in a good way, mind you. And to clarify further – being spoilt rotten doesn’t necessarily have to mean financially.
What I really wanted with this post, was to say something about what I’ve just started doing. Yesterday, I began writing a manifest (yes, as in manifest-ing) for this idea I have about my lifestyle. And when writing, I realized just exactly what I was doing. Manifesting! I was bloody manifesting!!! 😀 Hilarious!
I’ve written about this before, but used another word for it – storytelling. What I do now is not exactly storytelling, but close to it. I am dissecting my vision, my goal, writing down – not details per se, but a general idea on how I want certain things to be, in this future lifestyle vision that I have.
Will any of it come true? I haven’t the foggiest. That’s the idea, of course, and since I am beginning to see this through a reality filter instead of a fantasy filter, I plan to plan (!) for it to be real. Preferably fairly soon (as in; on the inside of a year, hopefully sooner). The whole plan doesn’t have to be complete in that time, but I would like to see that it at least has begun.
But what I really enjoyed as I started my writing of the manifest, was how I really felt that I was giving a clear form and shape to this idea. I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, so the writing is done rather quickly. But it’s amazing, this feeling of creating something which is not yet manifested into the physical reality, but so close I can almost touch and taste and smell it.
Another reason for enjoying this so much is because from many points of views, this also defines me. Not only the lifestyle I want to live, but this gives ME a shape and form I want to fill. It gives ME meaning and purpose, and I really do enjoy that feeling.