This is one of the subjects I started over with a number of times yesterday, but was unable to finish. I’ll give it another try today, and see if I manage to focus enough to gather an image of what I want when it comes to romance and love. ♥
The old story about me and the way I have asked for romance and love is that of a young girl who needed to be aknowledged, who always chose the wrong people, and who was never ready to love and to be loved in return. I have always looked at my parents, done what I thought they did, and it always turned out wrong.
The new story is something completely different.
I will be writing this to whomever is the love of my life; that is – to a person who has yet to show his face to me. I will use the words “you”, “we” and “us”.
The new story about me and you is a story where there are few concept that are more important than anything else. I want us to be obsessed with each other – I want passion towards each other, but also to the things that we love in life. But the passion that we have mustn’t take over – we still need to be able to balance that with our every day life. Our core is each other, but we still need the ability to face outwards still knowing that what we have is still there.
Another thing that I want between us is rythm. I can’t really explain what I mean by that, other than it makes sense to me. Rythm, magnetism, passion, balance. Oh, not to mention beauty. I want us to live with all these things present at all times. I want us to be, as far as it’s possible, here and now with each other and everything that we are.
I also want us to actually meet – mentally, intellectually, emotionally, physically – in every aspect there is. While I want things to be very easy, I also want something to chew on (metaphorically speaking, that is). I want to be challenged, and I want to be a challenge – in a good way.
I want us to share a very large part of our time together. I want us to spend time with our dogs – go skiing in the winter, perhaps even work with dogs together. And I want us to create music together – really, music. That would be awesome. I think it would be so cool if we’d make amazing music together. It’s been ages since I did anything that has to do with music, and I would love to do that again, with you.
But I want more than just sophisticated love. I want our passion to sometimes be raw and bloody, both emotionally and physically. I want the love we feel for each other to sometimes be so strong that we really need to release the tension by clawing into each other physically – a sexlife that gives both mental, emotional and physical orgasms.
I want us both to be very focused on creating an amazing life together. To meet the needs of each other, and to co-create everything that we want from life. I really can’t wait to see how it turns out.
I think I need to add the word creating into the mix that I want for us. In every sense of the word – both in term of the law of attraction as well as creating beauty, amazing relationships with our cats and dogs and each other… Beauty is of course a word where the meaning may differ depending on what the person saying it thinks is beautiful, but – what is beautiful to you and me, together.
I have to admit that for every storytelling post that I have written so far, I feel that I am adding content to my life and it feels so much more rich and full. It’s actually a very pleasant feeling, and I enjoy it immensely.
Whoever you are (since I haven’t met you yet) – I am very much looking forward to meeting you and to start creating our life together.
And when whoever dies first, dies, we’ll both be able to say – I have loved you well.
Until we meet! ♥ ♥ ♥