One thing that I’ve had trouble understanding, is the idea of recieving. Exactly how is it done? I haven’t really understood it, and I have to admit I am being humbled when it comes to this. I am only just now beginning to realize that I am learning the feeling of recieving. It’s very weird, but I’ll do my best to explain how I experience and understand it.
There’s one thing, this idea of wanting something. There’s a totally other thing to actually allowing it to make entrance into your life. And there are few things I’d like to compare it to, to give you a clearer image of what I mean.
I’ve written, both here and on my bipolar blog, that one of the things I want with my life is to break down the barriers of what others think life should be like, and living life the way I want to.
Accepting and recieving something is doing exactly that. It’s like – for those of you interested in the chakra system; it’s like opening up your heart chakra, specifically. It’s like giving room for love, which, in the end, this actually is. Self-love.
Which leads me to another image. It’s like taking a step back. Really – it sounds so weird, but it’s like being humble and taking a step back, making room for whatever it is you want. I can’t really express it in any other way. Making mental and emotional room for whatever it is you want to manifest, to actually manifest.
It could also be expressed as expanding. If you don’t want to see it as stepping back, then you could look at it as if you’re expanding forwards. As I see my inner world, the road that I’m walking on which is my life, accepting and recieving my manifestation is like expanding the road. It’s not a 100% accurate metaphore, but close enough to what I see when I think about it.
The key words for this phenomenon is opening up and making mental and emotional space for something to happen. I experienced it very clearly earlier today, and it was indeed a rather curious experience.
Things are really speeding up for me, when it comes to manifesting. I am beginning to understand this, better and better – and when the manifestations start to actually manifest, there’s a positive spiral in motion. It can only get better – and I find this highly fascinating and amazing, to be quite honest.
It’s such a journey.