Welcome to my life.

This is where I blog about how I see my life and how I wish to create and experience it.


My point of origin is the system of thought that is called the Secret (also known as Concious Creation).


Feel free to read and comment. I look forward to your respons. 🙂

My other blogs

These are written in Swedish, but can easily be translated into numerous languages.



… and then, the other blog in English


Something very weird is happening to me. I’m not sure exactly what it is, or why it happens. Today, I was listening to some recordings of Abraham Hicks on Youtube. And for the first time in a very long time, I almost cried for no reason whatsoever. I had this huge wave of emotions, coming from absolutely nowhere, and a huge clump in my throat, and I think I even had a tear falling from my eye at one point.

I tend to watch a lot of youtube clips on a certain subject when I am interested in something. I’ve spent months watching make up tutorials. Now, I watch almost exclusively youtube videos on the law of attraction. I don’t agree with everything and I don’t like everything, but here and there, I find something that makes me remember what I used to believe in before I got so extremely ill with my bipolar disorder.

And what is happening, I believe, is that I am beginning to see the shape and form of a world and a universe which is so overwhelmingly beautiful. I’d forgotten it looks this way, and I am being overwhelmed by it. But I am also extremely grateful that it’s coming back to me, because it gives life a whole new dimension which I was lacking during the years of being ill. And maybe that is even the reason I got ill in the first place – I don’t really know.

But it feels like I am opening up in so many ways. I am sometimes surprised that people can’t see or feel it, when I feel it so clearly.

I think – and I hope, that one of the reasons for this experience, is the fact that I listen to the recordings of my selfhypnosis that I’ve made. Today when I woke up, I felt better (not so tired and grumpy) than I’ve done in years. Hearing my own voice speaking these small, but oh, so important messages, is absolutely amazing. Who would I believe, more than myself? And today, I refined the ones I have (ie; made new ones with tiny changes in choice of words and some other changes). It’ll be very interesting to see how I react in a few days time.

Speaking of which; I’ll actually make myself one more regarding my attitude towards money and wealth.

But this whole experience with being all emotional for no reason – I am amazed. And it makes me think that I am very much on the right path. I am in no hurry to manifest magnificence in five seconds. I don’t mind it taking time – I need to feel that I don’t run ahead of myself.

I need (want)balance.


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The Secret

On the following links you can find more information on the law of attraction – also called the Secret or Concious Creation.


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