Lacking focus
Have I mentioned I am having trouble with my shamanic journeys? I do. I am having trouble getting in, which is highly annoying. Especially since I see no reason why. I have been getting in, so why can’t I now?… Continue reading
Birthday celebrations
So, I told you my birthday was coming up. It has now passed, and I am a whole year wiser over night. 😉 Jokes aside; I also told you that I wanted to celebrate this with some sort of ritual/ceremony.… Continue reading
The knowing of things
My dog is ten years old. Ever since she was about one year old and was X-rayed to see how hips and elbows were, I’ve known she’s got a rather bad body. She’s a small girl and doesn’t weigh much,… Continue reading
More on fear
So, I only just now realized that there are two things in real, actual time, that scares the shit out of me at the moment. One of them has to do with freedom, the other one with relations. Both of… Continue reading
Birthday plans – a life without fear
So, my birthday is on monday (early friday morning now). I’ve been thinking to and fro on what to do to celebrate myself in a way that feels honest and true to and for myself. Not the easiest task, especially… Continue reading
Mirror, mirror…
I have joined a few Facebook groups on shamanism. In one of them, I read a shared post today dealing with how everything around us functions as mirrors. Even our pets mirror us. And what we see in our mirrors,… Continue reading
Random thoughts and plans
So, it’s been about two weeks since my last post. I had to take a break, mostly due to me feeling that I was loosing the ability to journey. I have begun a few times, but got out of it… Continue reading
Calling the elements
Sometimes, I feel like I’m trying more than I am capable of. Today’s one good example of that. But I am set on ridding myself of this constant fear I have – not as in the psychological phenomena of general… Continue reading
She Who Was Me
I did what I said – another journey, just when I was done with the last post. This, I am writing just as I’ve come out of the journey. I didn’t intend to, but something happened to me that hasn’t… Continue reading
Shame, guilt and raw power
I was around thirteen years old when I first realized there was something wrong with my mother. She couldn’t provide a normal, healthy family situation for me or my siblings on her side. My father had just met the woman… Continue reading